So it's 2011. I'm now 19. I feel no different then when I was 16. Except I'm starting to become a longer again like I was before high school. My friends are making new friends in university, having a great time, preferring to hang out with the new friends. I wish I was good at making new friends. I wish I was smart enough for university. I wish it was easy for me to get a job. I wish I wasn't anything like I am now. Yeah so 2011 isn't any better then 2010, in fact it's worse. Because I'm older. Next year I'll be 20, what then? Will I still be the same? Will I still be jobless? Boyfriendless? Two of my family members already seem to think I'm gay. I don't know what to do. I'm so weird there's never going to be a guy out there that can deal with me.
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